i forgot how you make me feel when your around.

actually i dont know how i feel. talked it out with someone and well, maybe its the chase, the feeling of wanting you, but not actually having you. maybe it's some sort of an illusion. maybe it's the fact that i cant read you, that gravitates me to you. or maybe its the fact that when i act cute, you dont respond the way i want you to. and according to someone, "i know what i want and i get what i want", but you arent giving me what i want and therefore you captivate me. i have to say, you have me wrap around your little finger, and YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH!

i hate you!, make a god damn move already. *waiting impatiently.
what's stopping you, it better not be who i think it is, cuz OMG get over it! let me help you get over it.

so what's preventing me from making a move?
i'm afraid of rejection? im scared of getting shot down. i dont want to seem arrogent, but i just dont get shot down. it's not something im use to, and like someone said "i know what i want and i get what i want". and like the same someone said, unless he's blind or gay or just plain dumb, he wont say no. *i hope there's some truth in that.

*hrump!